Tuesday, May 12, 2009

The first thing that hasn't happened yet ...


When I came to, K was gone and my phone was ringing. I had meant to leave it off the hook. Normally the ringing wakes me with a seismic start, but this time I only oozed back into the real world. 



It was Norf, the dated receiver creating a crackle throughout the conversation.



"You must need it bad," he said after pleasantries, "I sure as hell never expected to hear your voice again," he drawled.



"You didn’t hear it," I said. "Not ever."



"I’ll be thirty," he said, and hung up.



I pulled my head from the pillow and set my alarm for a half hour into the future, telling myself that I didn't 'need it bad', and that I would change my mind and not answer the door. 



I left the phone off the hook.

 

1 comments:

Chessa! said...

the titles that you choose for your posts intrigue me. I feel like I can't skip over what you've written...like I need to know why you chose it. thanks for finding me and leading me to this place.